User blog:CNRG18/Update About Me (where i’ve been)

So, here it is. After nearly disappearing around here for 4 months, I’m back temporarily to give most of you that are curious to know what I’ve been up to.

So recently in the summer, it was hell for me. Literal hell. I was in a lot of frustration with how my future career can go as I’m about to go into college and that meant me as a person was changing. However, I should’ve controlled myself better and that resulted in me losing some of my friends here that would probably never forgive me. But sometimes in life, you can’t always have a redemption to everything you make a mistake on.

After a few weeks in August on getting help and therapy, I feel a bit better now about myself. I needed to take a lot of time off from any social platform for my mental health and being.

But now that I’m back, does this mean a return to the stuff I do around here? Well, not really, no. For some time now. As early as last year, I have lost motivation to do things in this wiki. Meaning being active and such. And since that now I’m in a university finding my own path in life, that gave me less of a chance to being active around here.

However though, the major reason that formed to be one a few months back is, what I said. Lost some friends here on the way because I was stupid. My esteem was low, my own being was collapsing and it was too late to revert all that. And right now, being active here especially what I’ve done to recently makes me feel guilty to dedicate some of my time here.

What now? Where am I now? Currently, I’m still an administrator and a best friend to a well known twitch streamer. For reasons that I will not reveal, I won’t name. But that’s currently the only thing on the internet that I’m focusing on while I’m still finding my path in life.

We all make mistakes, every single one of us. And it’s never too late to look back, reflect all the things you’ve done and have a feeling to change that but just know some of these mistakes have a permanent impact on what you might be in your future.

Feel free to message me on any wiki i’m at. But I won’t be active in Fandom that much to immediately respond your message. Bye.