User blog:CNRG18/My decision...

Okay, for a long time. I thought I couldn’t do this action since (before I got demoted) I was an admin. But now since I’m not. I think I can finally make this choice.

Back when I first joined this wiki, you could do anything you want and there wasn’t a leader of the wiki. It was just the admins who makes the choice. Honestly, it felt nostalgic and good.

Then 2018 came. This account was made. I rejoined here and it was still good. I was really active back then. And it was the same, no leader. And I wanted to be active here for the longest time.

2019 came...

After Wazzup became the leader, before I say this. This isn’t a rant. It’s a decision.

Okay, so after he became the leader. I started to go inactive for a while since I have things to do in life.

But I didn’t realize that “stuff” would have me be inactive for about 2 months (March-May 2019).

2 months later, I came back. All determined to be more active again.

Unfortunately, that didn’t last.

That “stuff” was actually going to help me succeed well in life so I went inactive again.

Summer came, and I was back in track of being active here again.

Fast forward to 2020.

Things... started to change a lot in the wiki. New themes. And decisions that I wish that wasn’t made.

I remembered how the wiki was just to work together and to not have one person only to make all of the decisions.

Then, when this wiki had one same thing left.. It changed. The wiki is no longer independent. It merged with the secondary, Idea Central (which was a good idea to merge) But. There was many, many, many, many, many dramas going on with two certain users I shouldn’t mention.

Enough about that, let’s fast forward now. I really just wanted to kind of move on. It’s not the same anymore in this wiki. But I understand everything changes.

But, it just felt so good when this wiki was something 2 years ago.

This April, I didn’t really care anymore about being super active here.

And then, a foreshadow came.

So I remembered when an admin here back a year ago wanted to remove the rights of people who isn’t super active.

And in some wikis, they mention how you have to be way more active here or else your rights are taken away.

And I thought about how the inactive admins had other things to do other than being here all the time.

I responded about how we have busy lives and that means sometimes we can’t be super active here.

I guess my response was just a piece of wrapper being abandoned.

Just recently, Wazzup (since he was inspired by Ootwar) decided to limit the amount of admins who do their jobs.

But, here’s the thing.

Before assuming 40% of the admins here doesn’t do their job. Look at their logs to see if they’re doing it before assuming.

Now I wished I had to say something about this before it was too late.

But, I’m not complaining.

Now it’s time to head into my decision. After spending (I have a screentime archive) more then 982 hours on screen in this wiki. I got demoted.

Which finally means I can do it.

I have decided to well, 40% quit this wiki and edit whenever I need to.

It’s been good being here, but it’s time to move on.

I met some really great people here in this wiki.

I improved my artstyles because of this wiki.

Thank you all so much for inspiring me to create some ideas I wish to happen in real life.

And no, I’m not ranting. Not complaining because I got demoted.

I just felt like it’s time.

I’ll have memories here, now without further ado:

all that and good luck. And stay safe -Matthew R.